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I used to think, i had the answers to everything
But now i know, that life doesnt always goes my way
Feels like i'm caught in the middle
That's when i realise

Greetings! (:

Owells, x'mas flashed past us. And now, the next major event on our calender is to wave goodbye to the year 2007. It had been both good, and bad, i believe, to almost everyone of us here. There're accomplishments we've achieved, those glory and honour that no words can express. But of cos, the downside, we met setbacks, failures, which definitely strengthens us, and help us grow.

But we must never ever forget to be grateful for people around us, esp friends and family. They're the living souls around us, letting us feel that we're not lonely (or at least, physically, they are around).

Turn around, give those creatures who stood by you, firm and strong, a big hug. Thank them, for all the little tiny things and efforts they gave. For the other creatures who were mean, and gave crude comments, smile at them. They help you grow, they help you mature, and they let you see the ugly side of humans. For the rest of creatures, commonly known at 'strangers', well, thank them for snatching oxygen with you. (:


But nonetheless, lets all give 2007 credits, while it lay down and fall asleep forever. And of cos, welcome and embrace year 2008! (:


Hurry, hurry! Get your organiser, notebooks, brains ready. Make plans, Set goals, and of cos, write down your new year resolutions AND stick with it! Let it be a well-planned year, without any regrets.

After doing so, just sit back, enjoy countdown, and live life normally like you used to. :D

My last post of the year, and it's reflection time, like always. (:

It's been a good ol' year for me, having to go thru all sorrow, dissappointment, and not forgetting, JOY. The 'sorrow', of losing some precious friendships, of losing certain interests, and of many other factors. The 'dissappointment', having to expect certain friends to be always there, yet they are nowhere to be seen, having to shoulder certain responsibilities, yet failed to carry all the tasks out. And of cos, dissappointment of self. The 'joy', of forging so many new friendships, of meeting so many new people along the way, of accomplishing new things which you never dream of, of having true friends whom stood by you all the time and gave you the wisest advices, and of cos, of myself surviving thru J1 (maybe not with flying colours, but well, at least i did manage to struggle my way and catch hold of a standing space).

But well, it has been a year of changes, real major changes. From the studying environment, to the friends and classmates in school, to the way i hande things and problems, to the way how my daily life goes, and the list just goes on. Mm, i wouldnt say i've fully adpated to these changes, and no longer yearn for the past, but well, at least i've survived thru the first year of such changes, and having friends to pull me thru. (:

Throughout the course of this year, i must admit that there wereperiods when i found myself losing the real me. And for a moment, i was staring into a total stanger in the mirror. I lost myself, and the front i always put up was fake.
But i started to pick up the pieces, and got myself together. I was determine to get over certain issues that were pointless, and after i took my first step out, i found things in a better situation. :D And now i'm confident, in picking up all the pieces, and setting my life straight again. (:

So, just to mention afew certain people. (:
A) TA SZEMIAN <3
B) MY PARENTS + BROTHER + OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS <33
C) VIP 07/07 + REDCROSS FAMILY :D
D) JJC 07S07 :D
E) FARIFIELD FRIENDS/FAMILY!
F) PJC 07S25 :D
G) JJ 07S07; BEEPING HUILI HUIYEE BRYAN AARON
H) MANDA SARAHLIM
I) VINCENT LIM
Y'all made me realise there's more to life. (:
But of cos, there're definitely ppl whom i've forgotten to mention. Pardon me.
Thank you, you. For being a part of my life, enriching and colouring it at the same time. ;D


Too much to said, but my limited vocab failed me. Cant seem to find the right words to express my inner self.

For the year 2008 which is coming our way, i wish everyone out there a happy new year. May it be a year of joy and happiness for you, may it be smooth sailing, and may it be one of the best years you can ever find.

And for myself, i dare not wish for the new year to be a bed of roses. I just wish that i have the courage, the discipline, and what it takes to overcome it, and to survive all the setbacks. (:
And another wish! Although i made a smiliar one the yr before, and it didnt really come true, but no harm trying to wish for it again! I wish that all friends will stay, the way they are (: Indeed, i wish for this in yr 2006, but i still lost certain precious friends. Friends whom are way too precious, that til now, it still hurts me in my heart, and still puzzle me, as to why are things so different now. =l


But well, im sure i'll be able to handle things well enough.


So there!
Embrace the coming year, and best of luck in everything you do. (:

Tuesday, December 25, 2007;

♥ 12/25/2007 09:12:00 PM

Don't waste my time
Cause someone like me you'll never find
I thought we had a good thing
But I was wrong and now I must move on>>


Why, hello! (: Merry x'mas my dearest folks!


I've been slightly out of touch recently, other than the rcy dinner which i went last fri. Then i seem to vanish for a moment, from earth. (:
But anyways, I missed the vi retreat 07! : [
Oh bummer.


Had a game of badminton with my family these few days, and this morning. Saw herald, and he shouted MERRY X'MAS. :D Haha!


Um, i kind of forgot what i wanted to blog. =l
But anyways, fd comp training resumes tmr. (: Dinner for all rcyc instructors, at lawrence sir's place this fri. And um, sleepover at raffles hotel with cousins on sat? :D
And i wont be going for the x'mas party at hosea's place. =/


Righty, toodles!


Im close, very close, in getting over. (:
Although sometimes, i might miss my footing, and slip all the way bac into square 1.
Maybe we're indeed, better off as friends.
Lets keep things this way!

Friday, December 21, 2007;

♥ 12/21/2007 06:47:00 PM

I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better


I so regret going Vivo last night. ):
The place is infested! Really. It's flooded with human beings of various races, and heights, and sizes. For a moment, i even felt suffocated in there.
Ugh. I swear i will not enter such a 'popular' place on a public holiday and with x'mas season 'round the corner.
Pfft.


Anyways, this will be super random but i still feel the need to say this: i miss marching.
Really. I love marching ever since i was a cadet! (: Haha. The joy and accomplishment you feel when you execute a command correctly and whats more impt, smartly.
But of cos, footdrill is about teamwork as well! And the squad really matters. (:
I miss fmssrcy fd comp squad 2004-2005! The one with leon's batch as the seniors. I had such joy and fun in the squad. And i realised that footdrill can be fun too! ;D
But thinkin back, i really had such joy staying back after school every mon and wed for footdrill training, plus weekly fri training devoted to footdrill. Plus the annual footdrill comp camp! What fun, what joy.
Haha, esp enshao and kevin! The two spices in the squad which always brightens up the squad's mood.
But hey, we do know when to be serious too. (: And when it's time to be serious, we are!
Oh well, i doubt anyone of you out there really know what i mean, and how i feel. Only the other squadmates feel the same! :D
Let's just say, it's our bond. (:


Alrightys! Rcy dinner tonight. (:
Toodles.

Thursday, December 20, 2007;

♥ 12/20/2007 08:03:00 PM

Now it's all too late
And we cant go back
I'm sorry
I cant be perfect>>


Im touching the computer for the first time in TWO DAYS!
=X Hokay, not exactly thrilling.
But anyways, i caught Alvin and the Chipmunks already! (:
Mm, the show's alright, and pretty cute and lovely (cos of the songs) BUT i still find Golden Compass nicer.
I dunno. Maybe it's due to the high expectations we had on the movie, yet it turns out to be quite normal-ish.


Mm, ive been busy watching dvds! Really busy, i swear.
Currently on the hongkong drama series. It's good! (: It's about crimes, and polices and investigations. And it's quite exciting! :D
I always managed to guess the correct culpirt! ;D Maybe im suited for a job like CID or smth.
KIDDING.


Went for a run at nus today with my bro and mum. Played badminton. And boom! The sky changed colour, and the rain started pouring. ):
What a good morning exercise.
And i gain all the little fats i lost during the exercise, by having a delicious breakfast with my parents and bro.
UGH. ):


Haha! I read thru those paragraphs above, and i realised what a boring post this will be.
Tsk.
Im just taking a break from watching those dvds. And right after this post, i shall dive back into my cosy corner and enjoy watching the show again. :D


Oh yeah. I din managed to attend the vip 0908's campfire! ): was at hospital. Not fair. Heard the batchmates had a rather good time! =l
Let's see. Fd comp practice will resume again on the 26th. There's rcy dinner on the 21st (tmr!). And then vip retreat on the 23th-24th. (:


And that's it! I can wait no longer.
I wonder who killed the lady. Isit the best friend? Or isit the best friend's boyfriend?
My answer is the best friend!

Thursday, December 13, 2007;

♥ 12/13/2007 06:10:00 PM

Well i know i've acted foolish
But i promise yu, no more
I finally found that something
Worth reaching for>>

Heaven-o, to all you living creatures at the other side of the screen!
How's your holidays so far? (:
I absolutely love this week of my holidays. ;D And im gonna let the pictures do the talking.

On mon, i went out with manda and joa! It's raining, and we went town. ):
But it's okay! I had lovely company. (:
We went Suki Sushi for buffet lunch, since the other two females wanted it. Then, the torture begans. We started stuffing ourselves with so many plates of sushi! Oh goodness gracious. ): Ugh. I felt so guilty towards my stomach everytime i ate an additional plate. D: Boohoo.
Oh, and the other two were really sick, mentally. HAHA!
Then, we started shopping for tops. Oh joy. I got myself one teeshirt that reads "BEWARE. It's the time of the month" and another top. :D Joa got herself a top, while manda got herself a tee. We went diva to shop for accessories, and manda lay her eyes on this necklace. Poor manda, i bet her heart aches when she left the necklace on the shelf, without buying it. It's okay! Next week, next week!
Pictures! (Really limited. Haha!)

On tuesday! I went jp with my brother and cousins. Caught the Golden Compass. Oh my! The show's nice alright! (: Haha, hokay. The first 5-10 mins, i found myself yawning and yawning. But when the action started. That's when you find yourself so engrossed in the show! Haha, i cant wait for the next one. :D Mm, we started shopping and walking around, and i started spending money. I left early to leave for vivo, while the other three continue to walk around.

Oh yeah! Have i mention? I saw chanel lam wei jie THRICE that day. Goodness, she must be thrilled. :D

I met up with joonmeng and darren at habourfront control station, and we started walkingaround vivo. The rest started arriving in single and groups. Oh joy. 12 were present! Haha. :D We started walking around vivo, in search fra dining place. In the end, i dunno how, but somehow, we ended up at the carpark opposite vivo! Haha, pretty funny aye. Then we decided to go Earle Swensens, after which i regretted suggesting. The pricing there were so ex! Goodness, we should have just headed to Marche. =p So we ordered 3 icecream fondues, each to be shared by four persons. I shared with joonmeng, vincent, and hafiz! Haha, and darren lim was being such a clown, a funny and dumb clown. :D LOL.
Headed to Mr Mussel Guy for the continuation of our dinner. =p Oh my, s25! I need to use my brain juices when i have meals with yall man! Haha, i nearly drowned in those riddles and jokes and IQ question and not forgetting, physic questions! ;D Headed to the sky garden for phototaking! WHAT JOY! ;D
Pictures!

The view of the christmas tree at vivo. And us, being lost in the multi-storey carpark!
The delicious fondue! :D But eeyer, there's bananas. )':
Myra, the girl with a soft toy in class(:
Zul, our class rep! (:
Hafiz, mr photogenic! :D
Vincent, tall giant! :D
Hello junming and weisehng!
Hello darren and yonghock!
Hello joa and joan! (shucks. Wanting din come! i miss the four of us hanging around tgt)
Zul and Myra.
Group photo at Earle Swensens.
Girls photo at Mr Mussel Guy! (:
Joa and i!
Group photo at skygarden!
Randon photos at skygarden! :D























Joon Meng, Darren, Hafiz, Zulhafiz, Vincent, Wei Sheng, Yong Hock, Jun Ming, Myra, Joan, Joa and I.
Im really blithe that all of us turned up that night, and managed to meet up/catch up! :D
Although our class (PAE) PJC 07S25 only existed for a short mere 2months (?) but i really do have loads of memories when im in it! In fact, i think you guys just gave me the happiest and most stress-less memories in jc life. :D
I forged not only memories, but friendships in this class too. (: I cant find the right words to express my inner thoughts and feelings, but y'all really did give me memories of a life. (: and i cant wait to meet up with yall again! (:
Well, just do keep a lookout for the other blogs! ;D

2c gathering at val's on fri! :D

Maybe, im getting numbed, or getting used. Or else, tell me why do i feel like this?
I want a getaway.

Monday, December 10, 2007;

♥ 12/10/2007 08:12:00 AM

Everybody've got smth, they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday, that just seem to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
'Cos love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how, i try and try
I just cant say goodbye>>

Hello. (:
Mm, let's see. I went out for a dinner at clementi sunset way with the group of fairsians <3 on thursday. Then on sat, i headed down to queenstown cc with chanel, with leon driving us (oh yes! he drives, i just realised. haha!) It's proj rc love. And today, i had a day out with my family! ;D
Tmr will be town-ing with manda and joa (TMR, PLEASE DO NOT RAIN.). And then, tues will be catching 'Golden compass' (?) and dinner with s25. :D


I haven receive any photos from jacq yet, but i did steal some from her blog. (: So, here are some photos from the thurs dinner. (: (visit her blog for more!)

Hosea!The birthday boy. (:
Yunxing and hosea. Dec babies.
Aunty jacq, without her, there wont be any 'official' 2c gathering!
Valerie.
The table-mates for the night. (cept for jane)
Some other random photos!







Photos from proj rc love. (:

The full A3 (8 cadets + 9kids + yours truly!)
The simple face painting that got all the kids so thrilled.
They were GAYS. (:
Balloon making!
Painting.
Some photos with the kids!




See the one im carrying? She's very very, VERY adorable. (:

Okay, the kids are really adorable and love, yet rowdy and noisy at the same time. :D
For a moment, i was relly jealous of them, and really envy them. It's like, they're all so easily contented with the things they had at hand. A simple balloon, or a simple face painting can make them all thrilled and excited, and most importantly happy. It's such a wonder, just standing with the group, and look at how the kids enjoy themselves in this event. And what's more, their smile and joy seems contagious. (: Seeing how much they enjoyed themselves during the games and activities, seeing their little cute face lit up with smiles, it kind of warms my heart. Really.
Haha! A 5 yearold malay girl was holding onto this heart-shaped balloon, and singing 'I Love You. You Love Me' to me. Awh. While dancing the friendship dance, another 5yearold kid, Selina, started clinging onto me, holding onto my hand. And when their bus came to bring them bac, she tugged my shirt, and hugged me. AWH. ;D
Really, really. The kids were so darn adorable, although (i admit) some were so noisy and hyperactive (yes!). Ha, ever wonder where their suddent burst of energy come from?

I still dont have a single idea why things change so much, in such a short period of time. It hurts, not knowing the reason behind all these changes. But i guess it'll hurt more, knowing the reason behind these.
So much for my happy ending.